the crack on a broken friendSHIP

i hate you..
last night was horrible..
for the first time i got mad & i raised my voice here in uia..
usually i'll just be silent & utter words whenever necessary..
but she really tested my patience..
she betrayed our friendship..
whenever she shunned us on purpose for no specific reasons, we'll try to find our fault, wondering if we were the ones who hurt her feelings..
BUT THIS TIME IT'S JUST TOO MUCH!!
how could you.. we never talked bad about you.. we just mind our own business & listen whenever you need us to listen..
& what did you give us in return?? if you want to see him & i get separated, just tell it out front! dont stab me from the back and betray my trust in you after all these years of friendship! we trusted in you.. you turned your back on us for someone who you just knew..
i wonder how i became patient enough to withstand listening & seeing you whispering with her in front of me, thinking that i have no idea what you guys were talking about for the fact that I KNEW!! I KNEW!! how could you..
we're sorry if we're not the kind of friends that can make you happy.. but hey, u're making our days miserable now.. happy??
btw, say hi to that friend of yours.. say thanks a lot for starting the argument.. i owe her big time!


astaghfirullah hal azim...