betul la cakap orang..

harini aku terpaksa admit..
ape org slalu cakap yang bile pagi kau hepy gler,
mesti ptg or malam kau nangis..
pagi ni, aku jog dengan pieja.. nak prepare utk masum kat johor nnt..
n utk release tension jugak..
lpas jog, aku blajar r koryo dengan ajid & marwan..
then kehidupan berubah menjadi ceria bile dpt msg dari org tersebut..

for the countable time, dia text aku dulu..
and ajak pergi mid valley.. kalau aku free katenye..
TAPI, die tanya pulak exam bile..
nak tipu, dah nak exam.. so jujurlah yang finals start lusa..
sah2 sbg abg yang baik, die xbg aku pergi..
but it really made my day for him to ask me out.. :)

petang tu bermulala debat sbb dia mmg nak jumpe aku..
tapi alasannye, aku xbantah pun keputusan dia utk xbg aku keluar..
haha.. complicated kan? dah la panggil aku keling.. -_-'
but still..i'm feeling a slight change in our relationship.. ;P

those are the happy parts..
and now for the sad part.. aku dah penat bace understanding islam..
4 chapter kot harini.. byk plak tu kene hafal..
so i decided to take a break.. and call a friend..
best mule2, debate pasal benda2 mengarut.. and laugh it all out..
then, i told him about what happened that night, before grading..
at first he listened.. then he just kept quiet..
and i kept quiet too..
coz i was thinking about the second thing that happened that night..
which has something to do about him..
but i SHOULDN'T HAVE told him that it was so..
erghhhh!! bodohnye kau, nadiah... -_-'
kan da sakitkan hati org....

see.. like i told you at the beginning..
it was sweet in the morning.. then it turns sour at night..
i'm so sorry dear.. i didnt mean to hurt your feelings.. :'(