staying strong..

the whole big family is worried..
but we're all smiling, not to make him worry..
whereas deep in our hearts, we're crying..
we don't want to lose him..
yes, it's just a minor surgery..
but his age factor and heart problems increases his risks by 200%..

the way he kissed me when i left his house yesterday made me worried..
he's never done that before..
mak called me in tears just now..
but she didn't tell me why..
i'm not strong enough.. but i know i have to appear strong..
mak doesn't need to see me cry..
nobody has to..

bapak, we love you..
our prayers are with you..

Ya Allah, keep him safe..
Ya Allah, keep us strong..
You're the Almighty, You know what's best..
we leave it all to You..