i'm not expecting anything in return..

i'm not expecting anything in return..
i don't want a present or money or a thank you party..
i just want you to at least realise that i'm here..
i just want you to at least see the things that i've done for you..
i'm not showing off..
i just want to tell you how much of a friend you mean to me..
i want you to see that i'll do anything to make you smile..

but all you see is him..
or maybe the other him..
or probably the other him..
to you, with them, you're complete..
and your words are telling me, that i mean nothing to you..

i'm not expecting anything in return..
just another friend that i need..
but i don't think you'll be there for me any longer..
thanks for the days we've shared..
thanks for the tears we shed..
thanks for the laughs we had..

i'll be here if you need me..
hiding away all the pain in my heart..
and still greet you with the warmest smile.. :)