last update for this month.. i think..

i'm not sure why i'm updating this blog right now..
when i'm supposed to finish off the 2nd part of my first draft..
i havent found the strength to start it yet..
gahh!
i haven't even started packing for tomorrow..
:O help me..
i've lost my mood for everything! :(great enough that k.ema & k.ziha won't be joining for this masum..
and i'm no longer the team manager.. thanks to you..
i dont feel like i belong anywhere!
not here, in this room..
there with the team, the people whom i once considered as my family..
my classmates are fine.. but not being with them that often makes me loose track..
even my best friends are.... where are they?? :(