.:final countdown:.
harini, 3 mac 2010.. 10 mac birthday ayh.. 11 mac, hari yg dinanti2..
yeke? no matter how much you want to know how u did in the exam, but still, a small part of u want it to just remain as a mystery..
"hope for the best but be prepared for the worst"..
hoping is easy.. but being prepared for the worst is the hardest part of it all..
december 2007.. everyone knew, including myself that i am one of those who did well in PMR..
but.. eventhough 7A's is well, but i didnt expect it coming..
it IS the highest achievement for me for that year.. but as usual, u know that u did your best.. but unfortunately it is not enough..
WHY? why am i still afraid? haunted by the past.. i'm still carrying the guilt for the past 2 years..
leaving SS was hard.. but somehow it gave me a new start..
a start to do better within the people who doesnt know who you are, what u're capable of doing..
"dont worry nadiah.. i know you can do it"
"insyaAllah you will be a doctor"
"accept whatever it is.. you've done your best"
those are the words that have been supporting me all this while..
their expectations on me are too high.. i'm afraid that i'll disappoint them..
HELP.. pray for me.. pray with me..
pray that i'll get the best.. pray that i'll be strong to accept whatever there is for me.. :'/
yeke? no matter how much you want to know how u did in the exam, but still, a small part of u want it to just remain as a mystery..
"hope for the best but be prepared for the worst"..
hoping is easy.. but being prepared for the worst is the hardest part of it all..
december 2007.. everyone knew, including myself that i am one of those who did well in PMR..
but.. eventhough 7A's is well, but i didnt expect it coming..
it IS the highest achievement for me for that year.. but as usual, u know that u did your best.. but unfortunately it is not enough..
WHY? why am i still afraid? haunted by the past.. i'm still carrying the guilt for the past 2 years..
leaving SS was hard.. but somehow it gave me a new start..
a start to do better within the people who doesnt know who you are, what u're capable of doing..
"dont worry nadiah.. i know you can do it"
"insyaAllah you will be a doctor"
"accept whatever it is.. you've done your best"
those are the words that have been supporting me all this while..
their expectations on me are too high.. i'm afraid that i'll disappoint them..
HELP.. pray for me.. pray with me..
pray that i'll get the best.. pray that i'll be strong to accept whatever there is for me.. :'/
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