love, your daughter..

for the past 24 hours, i can't stop listening to the song by Maher Zain,
"number one for me"..
being far away from the two of you since i've been here in PJ,
has been a period of time, where i've learned to appreciate everything that you've done for me..
"absence makes the hearts grows fonder"
now i have no reasons to deny the truth of this quote..

if i sit down at the lobby in the evenings,
and see people with their parents visiting them..
it reminds me of the time when i was in Seri,
where you came to visit me every now and then..
i miss it real bad..

mak, ayah..
this part of Maher Zain's song never fails to make me sebak..
"there's no one in this world that can take your place,
ooh i'm sorry for ever taking you for granted,
i will use every chance i get to make you smile whenever i'm around you,
now i will try to love you like you love me,
only God knows how much you mean to me.."

only Allah knows how much both of you mean to me..
you're all i've got..
even when one day, when i'm married, nobody can take that special spot in my heart for you..
i'm sorry if i ever made you disappointed in me..
i've always tried to make you proud of me..
but i'm human too.. i make flaws..

but here's my promise..
i wont stop trying to make you proud of me..
not till my heart stops beating.. :)
i love you..