it's just who i am..

it's just me..
my habit of preparing for everything, JUST IN CASE..
that's why i tend to overpack my luggage..

e.g :
1. balik for weekends mcm balik for long holidays..
2. Perth : 19.8 kg out of 20 kg limit..
3. Jakarta : 17 kg eventhough for a 5 day trip..
4. balik for long holidays mcm nak pindah forever..

so now.. it's just another 18 days till i get my offer letter from IIUM Kuantan..
i can't stop myself from considering all the odds..
i've heard about some of the ALLHS students being offered for the critical courses..
and also the fact that most of them declined the offer..

which also meant that there are many of those Kuliyyah-mates that are just plain GENIUS!

and other facts that i've been thinking about for the past few sleepless nights..
the higher the other students' CGPA..
the smaller my CGPA's "looks"..
and the lower the chance for me to get my first choice..
:O
and therefore making me thinking of backup plans..
just in case,
my initial plans dont work out..

and here comes another part of me..
when things get tough, hard or just not the way i plan it to be..
i tend to OVERTHINK..

but lately, i have this special someone who constantly reminds me not to do so..
and therefore i won't start thinking weirdly..
:D
thank you dear.. hehe..

you see, when it comes to unforeseen circumstances,
it makes you realize one HUMONGOUS thing..
you can always prepare..
but only He decides everything..
including whether or not you could accept the circumstances or not..
:)