emotional imbalance..

*tepis2 habuk kat blog*

terasa lama pulak xupdate blog ni..

huhu..

maaflah, emosi agak tak stabil semenjak dua menjak ni..

minggu lepas tu, busy dengan midsem exam..

otak terlalu penat nak fikir..

sedangkan pasal subjek yg bukan exam pun aku x mampu nak fikir..

apatah lagi bnde2 yg xde kaitan dengan exam..

otak rasa nak pecah..

seriously..

maximum brain overload occurred on the 2nd-3rd November 2011..

this is because, optics & management midsems were on the 2nd..

optics in the morning, then management in the evening..

then early next morning, biochemistry..

my poor exhausted brain couldn't process information anymore that day..

ended up going to Teluk Chempedak later that rainy evening with Huda, Ali & Syafiq..

midsems were over by the 2nd week of November..

tapi aku pulak makin menggila..

perubahan terhadap habit yang aku dah buat for the past year..

jadi lagi teruk sbb aku tipu diri sendiri dengan mengatakan yg aku okay..

huhu.. denial makes things worse ye, kkwn?

hiding the grief with a smile..

i'm beginning to be an expert..

makes me tougher, but also prevail my deeper n weaker soul..

huhu..

nevertheless, just keep on smiling..

make someone else smile to you..

it's the least you could do to make your dark day slightly better.. ;)