and it strikes again..

ever since th 18th of November 2012..
an incident happened between my parents and i..
that made me put aside my wish to be his wife..
not cancel, delay..
nothing bad happened, really..
i just never thought of it before..
the feeling of letting go their only child..
but i'll never stop praying..
that He'll open their hearts one day..
and realize that the email i sent them wasn't meant to hurt their feelings..
not at all..

it's been raining outside..
there was a knock on the door..
oh, kak teah.. :)
i went to her room earlier to send the notes that i photocopied..
i noticed that she was folding her wedding invites on her bed..
she did mention that she'll drop by my room to give it to me when she's done..
and there she was, walking from the door, with a glow on her face..
handing to each and every one of my roommates and i her wedding invitation..
when she walked out, everyone thanked her for dropping by..
and we all cheered and counted the number of wedding cards
with our names written on it as the main guest.. :)
syera then called us to the main "hall" to snap a photo of all our cards..
hehe.. excited huh?

then the room became silent again..
i did picture my name the wedding card..
eh.. OUR names.. haha.. :P

while surfing fb n twitter, checking the flood condition in uia n kuantan..
i decided to watch maria elena's wedding video..
ahhh.. TT.TT
then the feeling strikes back..
coz they're soooo relaxed with each other..
and, so @.@ together too..
but then there were parts that shows, despite all the craziness,
they love each other so much.. :')

it'll pass.. for sure.. huhu