what now?

salaam.. :)

it's been more than 6 months since i've stepped on these grounds..
this campus which i call 2nd home..

nevertheless, things haven't been easier..
being busy with taekwondo meant that i won't be here during the weekends..
which means i have less time with my roommates, and even my classmates..
no, i don't skip class all the time because of it..
no time with roomates because i don't stick around in my room for long..
no time with classmates because i won't be around during weekends when they have outdoor activities of some sort..

now..
i don't feel like i'm even part of the class..
they won't even bother to ask.... *can't say it*
even my seat has been taken over..
i wonder if they even remember my name..

i'm tired thinking of it..
i've two things to focus on now : midsem exams & 1st series of MASUM..
not them..
enough of thinking of their feelings..
"coz i'm the only one that's trying to keep us together.."

if i'm not talking to you guys anymore..
it's coz i know i never existed..