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new background kali ni menggambarkan hati aku, perasaan aku.. gloomy, dark & lonely.. haihh..

aku xdpt gi sabah.. that's the first thing yang merunsingkan aku.. aku sedar aku hanya sekadar replacement.. tapi at least inform lah aku.. send a text "sorry, your name xde dlm list" ke.. xdelah aku tertanya2, terpengaruh dgn kate2 org kat FB tu ke.. just give ONE text ke, wall post ke, private message ke.. just to confirm that aku xlayak pergi.. aku boleh je terima.. all the cooperation that i've given all these while rse cm xberbaloi jek.. thanks alot everyone.. ohh.. and all the best to those yang layak pegi.. you guys deserve it.. & make UIA proud.. :)

johor haritu last la aku jumpa & spend time dgn dia.. hwaa.. sedih gilaa!! :( aku tau, aku org ketiga.. xlayak nak menerima dia dalam idup aku.. tapi hati & perasaan xboleh diperintah mcm kaki & tangan.. dorg suka buat keputusan sendiri.. yang merana, dorg jugak.. i just dont know how a simple friendship turns out to be like this.. i didnt realise when i allowed myself to put hope on him.. and now, he's gone.. u wont see him that often anymore.. no more smiles, no more laughter, no more touch, kick & punches *rindu*.. let him go nadiah.. he's not yours.. & will never be..

aku baru sedar how lonely life could be.. bangun pagi2, xde org text goodmorning.. nak tido xde org text goodnight.. hwarghh!! giler sadis.. hmm.. sabo jelaa.. bak kate snow white.. "some day my prince will come" tggu kawen jela, ye kak? :)

ohh.. buat org tu, thanks for all the good times that we've had together.. i'll miss you.. & all the best in life.. :)

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